The most of everyday is filled with tiredsome and frustration...

                                     could the very last part be happiness and hope* ?

I am exhausted already...and wonder how Pat can managed to survived in an environment like this. How long have I not seen the sense of harmony that I have onced enjoyed so much?

It's only a matter of time until I see this place, once which had so much harmony and love, to break up into pieces and pieces.

We are not your chests, but flesh with souls.

 We are not your assests, but lives.

okay funny wor hahaha!!!

50個女生要男生知道的事情

01)  我「喊」，無論是否你的錯，你都一定要哄我。

02)  我都唔會每秒鐘都掛住你，大家咁話。

03)  我見到靚仔都會望，這也是天生的。

04)  我「哦」你都是因為我關心你和緊張你。

05)  你唔使係有錢仔，但最好都有比較遠大的目標和理想，在未來有成為一個有錢佬的可能。

06)  同我出街時，可唔可以梳番個頭同剃鬚？

07)  我知我唔係全世界最靚，但我希望你覺得我係，時不時要讚我人靚歌甜樣靚身材正可愛溫柔同得意。

08)  當我剪了兩吋頭髮打了少少眼影穿了對新鞋時希望你會留意到。

09)  所有大時大節紀念日同生日，你必須全部都記得。

10)  我所有濕濕碎碎野都好想同你分享，例如我用咩化妝品同護膚品，雖然你未必會明，但希望你會扮聽。

11)  當你滔滔不絕地發表你對工作細節電腦軟件NBA英國足球聯賽等等的意見時，我其實也是在唯唯諾諾地扮聽。

12)  得閒做下磨砂同黑頭鼻貼，否則我會在凝望你時不自覺地望住你鼻上的黑頭同粗大的毛孔。

13)  你臨訓前可唔可以刷牙？

14)  你唔需要好靚仔，但一定要乾淨。

15)  我 M 時係大哂，可以大條道理發脾氣，你最好一個月忍我幾日就哂我。

16)  我會假設你懂得操控及修理任何電器，包括電腦相機電視機錄影機及HI-FI等等。

17)  有很多事我並不是不懂得做，隻是不想做就扮唔識。

18)  每日去任何地方時都要 CALL 話比我知你位置及同邊個一齊，比我清楚哂你的行蹤。

19)  同一個笑話同話題，可唔可以盡量唔講得多過廿次？

20)  我發脾氣CUT你線，其實係想你即刻打番電話來再哄我。

21)  如果迷路時，可唔可以快快趣趣向途人問路，唔好逞強拉住我走來走去行好多冤枉路？

22)  我唔介意你有少少肚腩，但盡量唔好太肥，亦唔好仲瘦過我。

23)  太大隻既肌肉型男人一D都唔MAN，係好驚。

24)  我會好介意你有一Ｄ有不良嗜好的「兄弟老友」，認為佢地一定會帶壞你。

25)  在我的朋友面前，我希望你可以表現得比平時更錫我同緊張我。

26)  我煮飯比你食時，你唔可以覺得係奉旨，一定要「話」好食。

27)  琴棋書畫各類運動唱歌寫文章當中，希望你最少會有一樣好叻（打機唔算），其他最好樣樣都識少少。

28)  你要欣賞我的工作。

29)  大男人唔等於霸道。

30)  溫柔唔等於無主見。

31)  瀟灑唔等於無交帶。

32)  不羈唔等於烏where。

33)  我鍾意你努力工作，但都要盡量抽時間陪我。

34)  唔好成日問你約會去邊度好都話「是旦」，咁唔叫就哂我隻係表示你無心思。

35)  如果我有朱茵的身型，我唔介意穿得像個性感尤物。

36)  如果我同你講話要減肥，其實最想聽到你同我講：「你一Ｄ都唔肥，唔使減啦，我鍾意咪得囉。」

37)  我跟你說話的時候，唔知點解聲音會比平時嬌嗲同低Ｂ。

38)  CHECK你電話的來電顯示是我的嗜好之一。

39)  你最好唔好有任何女性朋友、紅顏知己或契姐契妹之類的物體。

40)  我有男性朋友係好正常。

41)  我希望你的女同事全部都是師奶呀嬸醜女或肥婆。

42)  我好有興趣去知道你同你舊女友的事，愈詳盡愈好。

43)  我有時都會掛住舊男朋友、以前暗戀過的男生、華dee梁朝偉同藤木直人。

44)  無論拍左拖幾耐，我都渴望你時不時比Ｄ驚喜我。

45)  你要時不時對我講「我愛你」，否則我會假設你唔愛我。

46)  大庭廣眾粗口爛舌唔係叫有型。

47)  你完全唔打扮同我去街我仲驚。

48)  發脾氣時要即時哄番，唔好比時間我冷靜下，其實我完全唔需要時間冷靜。

49)  雖然已經有左你，但如果有人追我都會沾沾自喜。

50)  購物是女人的天性，請不要阻止或對我的購物行動有甚麼意見

Quizes they called....midterms in fact...

Just get totally consumed by quizes and assingments...

Yes...I whinned abt this every week...BUT THIS IS REALLY GAY...

sometimes...I feel like I couldn't ask for more...

When you get ur paper back, I am starting to get apathetic to the marks now...no matter if it's high or low...I just have to face it......

The ups and down feeling has totally consumed me already..ha....

Now if u ask me what i wanna do...sleeping undoubtly is the only thing I had in mind....

There's only one key to success in Waterloo......well excluding with the one that only if I were smarter.......is to keep working and working and finally become a workaholic...HAHA. How gay is that.

82.5....couldn't ask for more lah....higher than expected anyways...

Guess I just have to ace my final ..haha

did so bad in my act sci quiz...

sigh..ho grey..

gonna get it back tomolo and get my horrible paper back=(

sigh.

ai..

so so so so tired these days....

Sigh...I am totally consumed by the workload in here..... I had like average 4 hours of sleep everyday.....and today I have to bear the taste of coffee...it stinks my mouth so bad...grh....

Though weekend is coming up soon....(one more day to go..), it doesn't mean that I can take a break. How pathetic is that. My midterms are never over...coz I have two friggen quizes going on everyweek. And sersiouly why would they call that a quiz when each one worths 4 percent and 10 percent? and WTF there are only 2 crazy ass questions on each of them.......damn this is so intense....

I feel sorry for not going to class....i just keep borrowing notes from my friends....it's either I am just too dumb or this school is really crazy. Three assingmetns and two quizes plus going to class....holy shit...who can live in this way......

Midterm and quiz on monday, so I guess having fun is really far away from me...just looking foward to christmas noww.......

So fed up when my efforts are not being appreciated...asked me why I always work and just don't sleep boh....you think I want ga meh!!!!!! This riduculous...damn it...I just feel so stress ...

yet just as last entry says....I am glad to have to have you to go through all this. I am sure you are stressed too...chill out lah=) so sweet when you tell me everything seem to be better when I am beside you.......and this is true for me too...it just feels better when you are beside me too=) tomolo sing k and shopping....hopefully it will be a fun day haha!