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Monday, May 14, 2007

Mon, 14 May 2007 01:13:20 GMT

The most of everyday is filled with tiredsome and frustration...

could the very last part be happiness and hope* ?

I am exhausted already...and wonder how Pat can managed to survived in an environment like this. How long have I not seen the sense of harmony that I have onced enjoyed so much?

It's only a matter of time until I see this place, once which had so much harmony and love, to break up into pieces and pieces.

We are not your chests, but flesh with souls.

We are not your assests, but lives.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Wed, 09 May 2007 02:02:21 GMT

okay funny wor hahaha!!!

50個女生要男生知道的事情

01)  我「喊」，無論是否你的錯，你都一定要哄我。

02)  我都唔會每秒鐘都掛住你，大家咁話。

03)  我見到靚仔都會望，這也是天生的。

04)  我「哦」你都是因為我關心你和緊張你。

05)  你唔使係有錢仔，但最好都有比較遠大的目標和理想，在未來有成為一個有錢佬的可能。

06)  同我出街時，可唔可以梳番個頭同剃鬚？

07)  我知我唔係全世界最靚，但我希望你覺得我係，時不時要讚我人靚歌甜樣靚身材正可愛溫柔同得意。

08)  當我剪了兩吋頭髮打了少少眼影穿了對新鞋時希望你會留意到。

09)  所有大時大節紀念日同生日，你必須全部都記得。

10)  我所有濕濕碎碎野都好想同你分享，例如我用咩化妝品同護膚品，雖然你未必會明，但希望你會扮聽。

11)  當你滔滔不絕地發表你對工作細節電腦軟件NBA英國足球聯賽等等的意見時，我其實也是在唯唯諾諾地扮聽。

12)  得閒做下磨砂同黑頭鼻貼，否則我會在凝望你時不自覺地望住你鼻上的黑頭同粗大的毛孔。

13)  你臨訓前可唔可以刷牙？

14)  你唔需要好靚仔，但一定要乾淨。

15)  我 M 時係大哂，可以大條道理發脾氣，你最好一個月忍我幾日就哂我。

16)  我會假設你懂得操控及修理任何電器，包括電腦相機電視機錄影機及HI-FI等等。

17)  有很多事我並不是不懂得做，隻是不想做就扮唔識。

18)  每日去任何地方時都要 CALL 話比我知你位置及同邊個一齊，比我清楚哂你的行蹤。

19)  同一個笑話同話題，可唔可以盡量唔講得多過廿次？

20)  我發脾氣CUT你線，其實係想你即刻打番電話來再哄我。

21)  如果迷路時，可唔可以快快趣趣向途人問路，唔好逞強拉住我走來走去行好多冤枉路？

22)  我唔介意你有少少肚腩，但盡量唔好太肥，亦唔好仲瘦過我。

23)  太大隻既肌肉型男人一D都唔MAN，係好驚。

24)  我會好介意你有一Ｄ有不良嗜好的「兄弟老友」，認為佢地一定會帶壞你。

25)  在我的朋友面前，我希望你可以表現得比平時更錫我同緊張我。

26)  我煮飯比你食時，你唔可以覺得係奉旨，一定要「話」好食。

27)  琴棋書畫各類運動唱歌寫文章當中，希望你最少會有一樣好叻（打機唔算），其他最好樣樣都識少少。

28)  你要欣賞我的工作。

29)  大男人唔等於霸道。

30)  溫柔唔等於無主見。

31)  瀟灑唔等於無交帶。

32)  不羈唔等於烏where。

33)  我鍾意你努力工作，但都要盡量抽時間陪我。

34)  唔好成日問你約會去邊度好都話「是旦」，咁唔叫就哂我隻係表示你無心思。

35)  如果我有朱茵的身型，我唔介意穿得像個性感尤物。

36)  如果我同你講話要減肥，其實最想聽到你同我講：「你一Ｄ都唔肥，唔使減啦，我鍾意咪得囉。」

37)  我跟你說話的時候，唔知點解聲音會比平時嬌嗲同低Ｂ。

38)  CHECK你電話的來電顯示是我的嗜好之一。

39)  你最好唔好有任何女性朋友、紅顏知己或契姐契妹之類的物體。

40)  我有男性朋友係好正常。

41)  我希望你的女同事全部都是師奶呀嬸醜女或肥婆。

42)  我好有興趣去知道你同你舊女友的事，愈詳盡愈好。

43)  我有時都會掛住舊男朋友、以前暗戀過的男生、華dee梁朝偉同藤木直人。

44)  無論拍左拖幾耐，我都渴望你時不時比Ｄ驚喜我。

45)  你要時不時對我講「我愛你」，否則我會假設你唔愛我。

46)  大庭廣眾粗口爛舌唔係叫有型。

47)  你完全唔打扮同我去街我仲驚。

48)  發脾氣時要即時哄番，唔好比時間我冷靜下，其實我完全唔需要時間冷靜。

49)  雖然已經有左你，但如果有人追我都會沾沾自喜。

50)  購物是女人的天性，請不要阻止或對我的購物行動有甚麼意見

50個男生想女生知道的事情

01）「喊」即是威脅我。
02）我唔會每秒鐘都掛住你，你要接受這事實。
03）我見到靚女一定會望，這是天生的。
04）我係鍾意 SEX 和有性幻想的。
05）不過胸太大或胸圍太硬都幾得人驚。
06）我唔講野唔等於我唔愛你。
07）你最好都有自己的目標和理想。
08）你著乜都好睇，真的（因為我未必有留意）！
09）唔好問我覺得你靚唔靚。
10）我對你用甚麼化妝，護膚品無興趣。
11）唔好迫我塗潤唇膏。
12）唔好期望我會在返工或上堂時間 CALL 或 SMS 你。
13）好多時答 YES 或 NO 就夠了。
14）「唔知呀，你話啦！」唔係答案。
15）如果你日日都因為 M 而情緒波動，唔該你去睇醫生。
16）如果我講ｄ野令你覺得有兩個解釋，其中一個會令你好傷心，我地其實係想表達另一個意思。
17）唔好無病呻吟，你最好相信《狼來了》的故事。
18）你一係就話俾我知你想我幫你做咩，或者點樣可以完成。唔好又叫我幫你做又要教我點做。
19）十二歲以下的女孩才有權扮 CUTIE。
20）可以的話，自己換麥當勞送的公仔。
21）手袋可唔可以唔掛「啷啷」，毛公仔？
22）可唔可以唔同我討論電視劇同 HELLO KITTY？
23）唔好叫我幫你挽手袋。
24）唔好批評我的兄弟老友。
25）大庭廣眾怕醜、唔出聲不叫斯文。
26）唔好成日話「我ｄ friend話咁咁咁」，你d friend 點諗，關我咩事。
27）盡量不要將我地拍拖的細節亳無保留地話俾你d friend 知。我都想有私隱權。
28）除左我，你還有其他興趣或嗜好嗎？
29）有無一樣運動你懂的呢？
30）你可以唔識打機，不過最好俾我打。
31）我唔使減肥，所以唔好阻止我食 JUNK FOOD。
32）唔好要求我做道明寺。
33）溫柔不等於依賴。
34）爽朗不等於無禮貌。
35）腌尖聲悶不等於高貴。
36）無主見不等於尊重我。
37）遲到不等於多人追。
38）你打扮得太誇同我去街我會驚。
39）不要偷偷在我的文件或功課上貼 CUTIE 貼紙。
40）雖然我未必睇到，但內衣最好光鮮乾淨。
41）最好不要日日作 OVERSIZE 的 HIP HOP 的打扮。
42）無必要不用穿得太性感。
43）是不是任何時候任何場合都需要化妝？
44）唔好三句唔埋又話要減肥。
45）不要在公眾場合怪叫或大驚小怪。
46）不要 CHECK 我電話的來電顯示。
47）我都會有女性朋友。
48）我唔想知你同你舊男友的事。
49）你都最好也不想知道我和我舊女友的事。
50）我想講 I LOVE U 的時候自然會同你講。

Monday, November 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 14:48:04 GMT

Quizes they called....midterms in fact...

Just get totally consumed by quizes and assingments...

Yes...I whinned abt this every week...BUT THIS IS REALLY GAY...

sometimes...I feel like I couldn't ask for more...

When you get ur paper back, I am starting to get apathetic to the marks now...no matter if it's high or low...I just have to face it......

The ups and down feeling has totally consumed me already..ha....

Now if u ask me what i wanna do...sleeping undoubtly is the only thing I had in mind....

There's only one key to success in Waterloo......well excluding with the one that only if I were smarter.......is to keep working and working and finally become a workaholic...HAHA. How gay is that.

82.5....couldn't ask for more lah....higher than expected anyways...

Guess I just have to ace my final ..haha

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 05:09:04 GMT

did so bad in my act sci quiz...

sigh..ho grey..

gonna get it back tomolo and get my horrible paper back=(

sigh.

ai..

Friday, October 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 00:34:40 GMT

so so so so tired these days....

Sigh...I am totally consumed by the workload in here..... I had like average 4 hours of sleep everyday.....and today I have to bear the taste of coffee...it stinks my mouth so bad...grh....

Though weekend is coming up soon....(one more day to go..), it doesn't mean that I can take a break. How pathetic is that. My midterms are never over...coz I have two friggen quizes going on everyweek. And sersiouly why would they call that a quiz when each one worths 4 percent and 10 percent? and WTF there are only 2 crazy ass questions on each of them.......damn this is so intense....

I feel sorry for not going to class....i just keep borrowing notes from my friends....it's either I am just too dumb or this school is really crazy. Three assingmetns and two quizes plus going to class....holy shit...who can live in this way......

Midterm and quiz on monday, so I guess having fun is really far away from me...just looking foward to christmas noww.......

So fed up when my efforts are not being appreciated...asked me why I always work and just don't sleep boh....you think I want ga meh!!!!!! This riduculous...damn it...I just feel so stress ...

yet just as last entry says....I am glad to have to have you to go through all this. I am sure you are stressed too...chill out lah=) so sweet when you tell me everything seem to be better when I am beside you.......and this is true for me too...it just feels better when you are beside me too=) tomolo sing k and shopping....hopefully it will be a fun day haha!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:04:12 GMT

A FOUR!!!!!!!!

THX god I got a 4 FINALLY!!!!!!

Cheer to myself** hehe

Hope this will continue lah haha....

Friday, October 20, 2006

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 15:03:57 GMT

Haha sucker like me never update my xanga......

I am so tired these days....average three hours of sleep per day in this week...this is crazy...and frustrating......

I am fed up with quizes...two quizes per week...and they totally should not be called quizes when there are only two friggen crazy hard questions which worth 4 and 10 percent of the course.......This is really intense....so much anxiety in my mind that I really need a break to relax myself and SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.

First thing to do is to tidy up my room, and the change the friggen light bulb ...so I can have my nice room bad...good that it still smells good....coz I didn't even have the time to put back my clothes after laundry...ahah...ho bin tai...

Yet, even life has been so demanding recently....I am glad I find you in my life=) Tho there's always so much work to do, they seem to be less bitter when you are with me** thank you so much rachelle...

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 14:40:08 GMT

My internet is so friggen slow...

I reckon any events could be a reason why my internet is slowww...

And oh no, got another injured from soccer again....sometimes I just wish I could have a faster response so I could avoid these stupid sliding tackles....just play play jeiii...sai ng sai gum serious ah you fxxKing mainlander!!!!! (sorrie...no offence to mainlander, this is just pointing to THAT particular mainlander jei!!!!).....

Another injury means another break from sports...dunno how long it's gonna take to heal...the bruise is 10cm X 10 cm wide I think?

It's really hot these days.......where's the air con? arh...

It's funny how I am sticking these aluminium foil on my window now. Do they actually help?

Now give me a reason........or I will spill his bloods on my hands!!!!=p

Bad mood...lata happy d sin joi write lah grhh

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:04:14 GMT

been back for almost a week lahhh=)

Jet Lag is still bugging me a lotttt....hope it will be better in the next few days......I can't believe I am sleeping at 10 every night and waking up at 7 every monring...such a healthy life...haha

There's too much time to spend in Edmonton.

Just receive the residence offer from Waterloo...it's such a bad offer...I think I am gonna look for off campus insteadd...grhhh

Gotta go to class, will write again after Econ class...I think=)

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 14:28:53 GMT

Leaving soon....